cruel..

September 26th 2005,

The weather here has been great the past few days the nursery has been so hot even with the windows open. My hair is growing back nicely now so I decided to wear a hair band that covers the scar instead of wearing my hat as it gets very hot.

As I was walking up the path I could hear a few of the girls laughing but I took no notice. As I was walking through another room I could hear them say that I should have stuck to wearing my hat and that I looked awful with hair like that! Again this came out of the blue and I faught so hard not to cry, but I was determined not to show them that I was hurt by their comments.

I'm finding work a lot harder as I don't have half the energy as I used to have. I am unable to sleep due to the swelling, pain and discomfort. I see my surgeon in the morning and he will probably sign me off work again.