five weeks...
june 12th 2005,
Hello!
I am now five weeks post op and things are getting worse instead of better. Each day the pain gets worse. I would give anything right now for the pain to go away. I am fed up of hearing "it will be worth it in the end" everyone I see says that. And yes in the end it will be worth it but right now the end seems a very long way.Though I am still happy with the results of the surgery and i'm glad I went through with it but I can't help but think to myself sometime WHY did I do this? It's what iv'e dreamt of for many years having the perfect nose etc but it's a big price to pay.
The infection is spreading and it hurts to talk, I am constantly in pain. I am dreading seeing my surgeon as i'm afraid of what he has to say. I have been told that it's either the metal plates or the bone graft that's infected! So once we know where the infection is we will know what the next step will be.
My grandmother is still in the hospital and I still don't know what's wrong with her. I'm still trying to come to terms with my nain's death. It has been three months since she passed away and I am finding it hard without her. I wish she was here to help me through this nightmare. My little brother asked me today why she had to go an be an angel in heaven when she was an angel here with us. He said that he misses her and wants her to come home, he also said that for his birthday he wants his nain to come home.
Hello!
I am now five weeks post op and things are getting worse instead of better. Each day the pain gets worse. I would give anything right now for the pain to go away. I am fed up of hearing "it will be worth it in the end" everyone I see says that. And yes in the end it will be worth it but right now the end seems a very long way.Though I am still happy with the results of the surgery and i'm glad I went through with it but I can't help but think to myself sometime WHY did I do this? It's what iv'e dreamt of for many years having the perfect nose etc but it's a big price to pay.
The infection is spreading and it hurts to talk, I am constantly in pain. I am dreading seeing my surgeon as i'm afraid of what he has to say. I have been told that it's either the metal plates or the bone graft that's infected! So once we know where the infection is we will know what the next step will be.
My grandmother is still in the hospital and I still don't know what's wrong with her. I'm still trying to come to terms with my nain's death. It has been three months since she passed away and I am finding it hard without her. I wish she was here to help me through this nightmare. My little brother asked me today why she had to go an be an angel in heaven when she was an angel here with us. He said that he misses her and wants her to come home, he also said that for his birthday he wants his nain to come home.
posted by sarah | 4:22 AM
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